Hello

Wow I can't believe I can still log onto this blog. All the blogs I used to follow don't seem to be active anymore. Current situation: working full time as a RN, fat (122 lbs). It blows my mind that I am this big. I've been binging a lot. And strangely justifying it all in my head. Wow I miss being skinny. All my coworkers comment how I'm so small, and I just think they are crazy. Most of my coworkers are rude bitchy middle aged women so I would of course LOVE to show them what skinny really is to make them hate themselves....that sounds mean but they are jerks to me most of the time so it reaLly isn't mean at all. I'm on call today which means I can't exactally go for a run because I will have to show up T the hospital within 20 mins and if I am running there is a good chance I will not be able to get home and drive to work in that amount of time. I can't wait to get back into the swing of getting skinny. It's such a rush knowing you are loosing weight.