Im back! Missed you all terribly!! Omg so long since I have wrote. Holy shit. I fell off track BIG TIME, I weigh 120ish now, which is sad, considering I was like 107 on new years eve when I last wrote I think.
The last 6 months summed up: I graduated magna cum ladue from my university! Wooo! graduation was such a happy day for me. I was thinking about posting some of my grad pics, but I am wearing the ugly cap & gown in most of them so they really don’t show how my body is at all, haha. Uhm school/my graduation project was kinda killer so I went to the gym not that often the last 6 months. I feel so fat and so ugly and my skin is breaking out pretty bad for me. I am constantly annoyed at my family because they tell me I am skinny/pretty and a freak and that IIIIII am the only one who thinks I am fat/ugly, uhm bull fuckign shit, I don’t know why they constantly must lie to me. It makes me pissed off when they call me skinny, I will SHOW them skinny.
Shit, I feel bad for not following up with anyone’s blogs in SO long. PLEASE tell me: the happiest thing that has happened to you/any big/exciting news/the saddest/most disappointing thing that has happened in the last 6 months, etc. etc. just give me like a 7 sentence summary so I can feel like I know whats-a-goin-on with everyone, I feel so left out!!! please reply!...even if its just to say hello :)
Ill try to post more often ish, I probablly wont write for like a week, lets hope I am 115 by then. I feel so huge. I know I wont be happy till I am skinny, so I better go make myself skinny asap. <3
Saturday, July 10, 2010
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